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[Oct. 12th, 2010|09:25 pm]
I don't want to miss you anymore. I don't want to worry. I don't want to wander what's happening and I don't want to not be sure anymore...

I want to be more than just next to you, because it would still be too far away. I want to be with you, with nothing between us, no lies, no words, no clothes, no sheets, just us becoming one. I want to hold you and to feel you hold me back, I want to be inside you, completely so that so that you're wrapped tightly around me as I wrap my arms and whole body around you. I want to fill you up and make you mine forever, I want you to belong to me and only me. I want the world to know that you're mine...

I want to make a family with you and I want to dedicate and give my life to taking care of you and our kids. The kids that were made and have both you and me...

I want to wake up with you next to me so that you're the first thing I see when I wake up and the last thing I see when I close my eyes at night. I want to wake up and brush my teeth with you, holding you with my free hand, take a shower with you to wake us up and make breakfast for us....we can take turns though...I want to kiss you goodbye as I go to work to make money for our family, to pay for our home, our cars, our kids and your shopping. And for taking you out on the town to celebrate our love. I want to come home, tired from work and sit down and play with our kids, wrestle with them and then fall asleep on the floor with them from exhaustion. I want to sit in bed with you and our kids between us because they're scared and want to sleep with us. I want you tell them lovingly that this is mommy and daddy's bed. I want to turn off the lights, slide my arms around you and pull you close to me as I kiss you passionately, as we hold each other close and fall asleep together....I want to make you feel the beauty that I see in you....

From: (Anonymous)
2010-12-15 02:21 am (UTC)
she sounds beautiful.
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[User Picture]From: sue11
2011-02-15 03:05 am (UTC)
I hope it works out how you want it to :)
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[User Picture]From: goodgirlgetswet
2012-11-27 04:15 am (UTC)
This is so beautifully written, so painfully sad, so heartfelt and so dear to my own beart.

I want this too.. but from a girl's prospective.
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